I started writing this post a year ago today...November 6, 2013. I don't know why I never published it. It is pretty good. If you know me, you have witnessed a lot of the changes I've made this last year.
Growing up. It seems as if I've been doing a lot of this lately. I must admit that I really thought I was a grown up, but things started changing. I started getting uncomfortable with the status quo. I became disenchanted with people who have no depth. I was hungry for something more, something bigger and better in my life.
As I became uncomfortable I really started looking for answers. I wanted to know why I was no longer content with things as they had always existed. As I became disenchanted with the shallow in my life, I began to wade deeper and deeper into my own existence. I began to find out and really become confident of what I believed. I began to seek out people who had that same confidence and that had a certainty of their beliefs.
In the process I have had to make enormous changes and adjustments. Day to day life for me has undergone a transformation. I liken it to weeding a garden. (stop laughing...I hate gardening but I know how to weed one) I have found some things in my garden that were once beautiful had become overgrown and taken over a disproportional amount of space. Those things had to be dug up and divided. I wish I could say that the division was easy--but it hasn't been. Dividing some of the overgrowth has given some of the smaller more unique specimens to really thrive and grow. In a real garden I would make every effort when dividing my plants to share. That hasn't really been practical in life. I am just throwing away things that no longer fit into my life.
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